a few thoughts from calm place

tanya bet
2 min readApr 21, 2020

on the same day

i imagine new beginnings

i remember old endings

a tragedy

i watched a crow

steal two eggs from

our Nest

and suddenly there was a split

in the invisible cloak

that protects it

the chickens screamed like

the woman in Psycho

and the eggs cracked to the ground

so i wondered about Death

sometimes things happen

when they’re not supposed to

like a pandemic that shuts down the world

or a car that crashes into another car

some suffer collisions every day

while others sit cozy safe in their bathtubs

on their laptops,

crowing about boredom

when nothing is more real than starvation

not even the stories in your head

how many times

have you contemplated your fate?

i bet almost

as many times as

you’ve heard the word

Quarantine

tap, tap, tap my foot on the earth

time to cross off the to do’s

i sink into the dishes

concentrate on getting rid of the grime

drops of water clarify my skin

and my thoughts

little by little the dirty pile disappears

not just in the kitchen

but in my mind too

i take a seat in the backyard

just in time

for the chickens to perform their daily dance

shaking their tales

synchronized

a ritual of stomping the ground

my dog trots around them like a tiny horse

as the trees sway

and the leaves shimmy shimmy to the

rhythm of the wind

while the sun watches over us

another day washes away like a wave

it can get really loud sometimes

and silence feels lucky

like a rare golden ticket

but in order to stay lifted

you must

find what grounds you

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